adding all this

2025-05-31 08:08:47 -04:00
parent 4277f0cd61
commit 5e90eb288f
77 changed files with 755 additions and 28 deletions
--- a/all-this/index.html
+++ b/all-this/index.html
@@ -0,0 +1,708 @@
+<!doctype html>
+<html lang="en">
+	<head>
+		<meta charset="utf-8">
+		<meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1.0">
+		<title>All This</title>
+		<meta name="description" content="The long-running and erratically updated blog of Kathleen Fitzpatrick.">
+		<link rel="alternate" href="feed/feed.xml" type="application/atom+xml" title="kfitz">
+		<script async="" src="https://talk.hyvor.com/embed/embed.js" type="module"></script>
+		<link rel="webmention" href="https://webmention.io/kfitz.info/webmention">
+		<link rel="pingback" href="https://webmention.io/kfitz.info/xmlrpc">
+		
+		
+		
+		
+		
+		<style>/**
+ * okaidia theme for JavaScript, CSS and HTML
+ * Loosely based on Monokai textmate theme by http://www.monokai.nl/
+ * @author ocodia
+ */
+
+code[class*="language-"],
+pre[class*="language-"] {
+	color: #f8f8f2;
+	background: none;
+	text-shadow: 0 1px rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.3);
+	font-family: Consolas, Monaco, 'Andale Mono', 'Ubuntu Mono', monospace;
+	font-size: 1em;
+	text-align: left;
+	white-space: pre;
+	word-spacing: normal;
+	word-break: normal;
+	word-wrap: normal;
+	line-height: 1.5;
+
+	-moz-tab-size: 4;
+	-o-tab-size: 4;
+	tab-size: 4;
+
+	-webkit-hyphens: none;
+	-moz-hyphens: none;
+	-ms-hyphens: none;
+	hyphens: none;
+}
+
+/* Code blocks */
+pre[class*="language-"] {
+	padding: 1em;
+	margin: .5em 0;
+	overflow: auto;
+	border-radius: 0.3em;
+}
+
+:not(pre) > code[class*="language-"],
+pre[class*="language-"] {
+	background: #272822;
+}
+
+/* Inline code */
+:not(pre) > code[class*="language-"] {
+	padding: .1em;
+	border-radius: .3em;
+	white-space: normal;
+}
+
+.token.comment,
+.token.prolog,
+.token.doctype,
+.token.cdata {
+	color: #8292a2;
+}
+
+.token.punctuation {
+	color: #f8f8f2;
+}
+
+.token.namespace {
+	opacity: .7;
+}
+
+.token.property,
+.token.tag,
+.token.constant,
+.token.symbol,
+.token.deleted {
+	color: #f92672;
+}
+
+.token.boolean,
+.token.number {
+	color: #ae81ff;
+}
+
+.token.selector,
+.token.attr-name,
+.token.string,
+.token.char,
+.token.builtin,
+.token.inserted {
+	color: #a6e22e;
+}
+
+.token.operator,
+.token.entity,
+.token.url,
+.language-css .token.string,
+.style .token.string,
+.token.variable {
+	color: #f8f8f2;
+}
+
+.token.atrule,
+.token.attr-value,
+.token.function,
+.token.class-name {
+	color: #e6db74;
+}
+
+.token.keyword {
+	color: #66d9ef;
+}
+
+.token.regex,
+.token.important {
+	color: #fd971f;
+}
+
+.token.important,
+.token.bold {
+	font-weight: bold;
+}
+.token.italic {
+	font-style: italic;
+}
+
+.token.entity {
+	cursor: help;
+}
+/*
+ * New diff- syntax
+ */
+
+pre[class*="language-diff-"] {
+	--eleventy-code-padding: 1.25em;
+	padding-left: var(--eleventy-code-padding);
+	padding-right: var(--eleventy-code-padding);
+}
+.token.deleted {
+	background-color: hsl(0, 51%, 37%);
+	color: inherit;
+}
+.token.inserted {
+	background-color: hsl(126, 31%, 39%);
+	color: inherit;
+}
+
+/* Make the + and - characters unselectable for copy/paste */
+.token.prefix.unchanged,
+.token.prefix.inserted,
+.token.prefix.deleted {
+	-webkit-user-select: none;
+	user-select: none;
+	display: inline-flex;
+	align-items: center;
+	justify-content: center;
+	padding-top: 2px;
+	padding-bottom: 2px;
+}
+.token.prefix.inserted,
+.token.prefix.deleted {
+	width: var(--eleventy-code-padding);
+	background-color: rgba(0,0,0,.2);
+}
+
+/* Optional: full-width background color */
+.token.inserted:not(.prefix),
+.token.deleted:not(.prefix) {
+	display: block;
+	margin-left: calc(-1 * var(--eleventy-code-padding));
+	margin-right: calc(-1 * var(--eleventy-code-padding));
+	text-decoration: none; /* override del, ins, mark defaults */
+	color: inherit; /* override del, ins, mark defaults */
+}
+/* This is an arbitrary CSS string added to the bundle */
+/* Defaults */
+@font-face {
+	font-family: "Atkinson Hyperlegible";
+	src: url('/css/files/atkinson-hyperlegible-latin-400-normal.woff2') format('woff2');
+	font-display: swap;
+}
+@font-face {
+	font-family: "Atkinson Hyperlegible";
+	font-weight: bold;
+	src: url('/css/files/atkinson-hyperlegible-latin-700-normal.woff2') format('woff2');
+	font-display: swap;
+}
+@font-face {
+	font-family: "Atkinson Hyperlegible";
+	font-style: italic
+	src: url('/css/files/atkinson-hyperlegible-latin-400-italic.woff2') format('woff2');
+	font-display: swap;
+}
+
+:root {
+	--font-family: "Atkinson Hyperlegible", -apple-system, system-ui, sans-serif;
+	--font-family-monospace: Consolas, Menlo, Monaco, Andale Mono WT, Andale Mono, Lucida Console, Lucida Sans Typewriter, DejaVu Sans Mono, Bitstream Vera Sans Mono, Liberation Mono, Nimbus Mono L, Courier New, Courier, monospace;
+  font-size: 18px;
+}
+
+/* Theme colors */
+:root {
+	--color-gray-20: #e0e0e0;
+	--color-gray-50: #C0C0C0;
+	--color-gray-90: #333;
+
+	--background-color: #fff;
+
+	--text-color: var(--color-gray-90);
+	--text-color-link: #d61d4a;
+	--text-color-link-active: #853439;
+	--text-color-link-visited: #e8325e;
+
+	--syntax-tab-size: 2;
+}
+
+@media (prefers-color-scheme: dark) {
+	:root {
+		--color-gray-20: #e0e0e0;
+		--color-gray-50: #C0C0C0;
+		--color-gray-90: #dad8d8;
+
+		/* --text-color is assigned to --color-gray-_ above */
+		--text-color-link: #1493fb;
+		--text-color-link-active: #6969f7;
+		--text-color-link-visited: #a6a6f8;
+
+		--background-color: #15202b;
+	}
+}
+
+
+/* Global stylesheet */
+* {
+	box-sizing: border-box;
+}
+
+@view-transition {
+	navigation: auto;
+}
+
+html,
+body {
+	padding: 0;
+	margin: 0 auto;
+	font-family: var(--font-family);
+	color: var(--text-color);
+	background-color: var(--background-color);
+}
+html {
+	overflow-y: scroll;
+}
+body {
+	max-width: 40em;
+}
+
+/* https://www.a11yproject.com/posts/how-to-hide-content/ */
+.visually-hidden {
+	clip: rect(0 0 0 0);
+	clip-path: inset(50%);
+	height: 1px;
+	overflow: hidden;
+	position: absolute;
+	white-space: nowrap;
+	width: 1px;
+}
+
+p:last-child {
+	margin-bottom: 0;
+}
+p {
+	line-height: 1.5;
+}
+
+li {
+	line-height: 1.5;
+}
+
+a[href] {
+	color: var(--text-color-link);
+}
+a[href]:visited {
+	color: var(--text-color-link-visited);
+}
+a[href]:hover,
+a[href]:active {
+	color: var(--text-color-link-active);
+}
+
+main,
+footer {
+	padding: 1rem;
+}
+main :first-child {
+	margin-top: 0;
+}
+
+header {
+	border-bottom: 1px dashed var(--color-gray-20);
+}
+header:after {
+	content: "";
+	display: table;
+	clear: both;
+}
+
+footer {
+	border-top: 1px dashed var(--color-gray-50);
+}
+
+.links-nextprev {
+	display: flex;
+	justify-content: space-between;
+	gap: .5em 1em;
+	list-style: "";
+	border-top: 1px dashed var(--color-gray-20);
+	padding: 1em 0;
+}
+.links-nextprev > * {
+	flex-grow: 1;
+}
+.links-nextprev-next {
+	text-align: right;
+}
+
+table {
+	margin: 1em 0;
+}
+table td,
+table th {
+	padding-right: 1em;
+}
+
+pre,
+code {
+	font-family: var(--font-family-monospace);
+}
+pre:not([class*="language-"]) {
+	margin: .5em 0;
+	line-height: 1.375; /* 22px /16 */
+	-moz-tab-size: var(--syntax-tab-size);
+	-o-tab-size: var(--syntax-tab-size);
+	tab-size: var(--syntax-tab-size);
+	-webkit-hyphens: none;
+	-ms-hyphens: none;
+	hyphens: none;
+	direction: ltr;
+	text-align: left;
+	white-space: pre;
+	word-spacing: normal;
+	word-break: normal;
+	overflow-x: auto;
+}
+code {
+	word-break: break-all;
+}
+
+/* Header */
+header {
+	display: flex;
+	gap: 1em .5em;
+	flex-wrap: wrap;
+	align-items: center;
+	padding: 1em;
+}
+.home-link {
+	font-size: 1.5em; /* 16px /16 */
+	font-weight: 700;
+	margin-right: 2em;
+}
+.home-link:link:not(:hover) {
+	text-decoration: none;
+}
+
+/* Nav */
+.nav {
+	display: flex;
+	padding: 0;
+	margin: 0;
+	list-style: none;
+}
+.nav-item {
+	display: inline-block;
+	margin-right: 1em;
+}
+.nav-item a[href]:not(:hover) {
+	text-decoration: none;
+}
+.nav a[href][aria-current="page"] {
+	text-decoration: underline;
+}
+
+/* Posts list */
+.postlist {
+	list-style: none;
+	padding: 0;
+	padding-left: 1.5rem;
+}
+.postlist-item {
+	display: flex;
+	flex-wrap: wrap;
+	align-items: baseline;
+	counter-increment: start-from -1;
+	margin-bottom: 1em;
+}
+.postlist-item:before {
+	display: inline-block;
+	pointer-events: none;
+	content: "" counter(start-from, decimal-leading-zero) ". ";
+	line-height: 100%;
+	text-align: right;
+	margin-left: -1.5rem;
+}
+.postlist-date,
+.postlist-item:before {
+	font-size: 0.8125em; /* 13px /16 */
+	color: var(--color-gray-90);
+}
+.postlist-date {
+	word-spacing: -0.5px;
+}
+.postlist-link {
+	font-size: 1.1875em; /* 19px /16 */
+	font-weight: 700;
+	flex-basis: calc(100% - 1.5rem);
+	padding-left: .25em;
+	padding-right: .5em;
+	text-underline-position: from-font;
+	text-underline-offset: 0;
+	text-decoration-thickness: 1px;
+}
+.postlist-item-active .postlist-link {
+	font-weight: bold;
+}
+
+/* Archive list */
+.archivelist {
+	padding: 0;
+	padding-left: 2.5rem;
+}
+.archivelist-item {
+	align-items: baseline;
+	margin-bottom: 1em;
+}
+.archivelist-item::marker {
+	text-align: right;
+	margin-left: -1.5rem;
+	font-size: 0.8125em; /* 13px /16 */
+	color: var(--color-gray-90);
+}
+.archivelist-date {
+	font-size: 0.8125em; /* 13px /16 */
+	color: var(--color-gray-90);
+	word-spacing: -0.5px;
+}
+.archivelist-link {
+	font-size: 1.1875em; /* 19px /16 */
+	font-weight: 700;
+	flex-basis: calc(100% - 1.5rem);
+	padding-left: .25em;
+	padding-right: .5em;
+	text-underline-position: from-font;
+	text-underline-offset: 0;
+	text-decoration-thickness: 1px;
+}
+.archivelist-item-active .archivelist-link {
+	font-weight: bold;
+}
+
+
+/* Tags */
+.post-tag {
+	display: inline-flex;
+	align-items: center;
+	justify-content: center;
+	text-transform: capitalize;
+	font-style: italic;
+}
+.postlist-item > .post-tag {
+	align-self: center;
+}
+
+/* Tags list */
+.post-metadata {
+	display: inline-flex;
+	flex-wrap: wrap;
+	gap: .5em;
+	list-style: none;
+	border-top: 1px dashed var(--color-gray-20);
+	border-bottom: 1px dashed var(--color-gray-20);
+	padding: 3px 0px 3px 0px;
+	margin: 0;
+	font-size: .8em;
+}
+.post-metadata time {
+	margin-right: 1em;
+}
+
+/* Direct Links / Markdown Headers */
+.header-anchor {
+	text-decoration: none;
+	font-style: normal;
+	font-size: 1em;
+	margin-left: .1em;
+}
+a[href].header-anchor,
+a[href].header-anchor:visited {
+	color: transparent;
+}
+a[href].header-anchor:focus,
+a[href].header-anchor:hover {
+	text-decoration: underline;
+}
+a[href].header-anchor:focus,
+:hover > a[href].header-anchor {
+	color: #aaa;
+}
+
+h2 + .header-anchor {
+	font-size: 1.5em;
+	font-weight: bold;
+}
+
+h1 {
+	font-weight: bolder;
+}
+
+summary {
+	font-size: 1.5em;
+	font-weight: bold;
+	margin-bottom: .5em;
+}
+
+img {
+	display: block;
+	margin-left: auto;
+	margin-right: auto;
+}
+
+blockquote {
+	display: block;
+	margin-left: 2em;
+	margin-right: 3em;
+	padding-left: 10px;
+	border-left: 10px solid var(--text-color-link);
+}
+
+hr.new {
+	border: none;
+	border-top: 1px dashed var(--color-gray-50);
+}
+/* Webmention Section */
+
+.webmentions {
+	display:block;
+	text-align: left;
+}
+.webmentions__facepile {
+	display:flex;
+	align-items: center;
+	flex-wrap: wrap;
+}
+.webmentions__face {
+	width: 2rem;
+	height: 2rem;
+	border-radius: 50%;
+	object-fit: cover;
+	flex: none;
+}
+.webmentions__list {
+	list-style-type: none;
+	padding:0;
+}
+.webmentions__item {
+	margin-bottom: 2rem;
+}
+
+/* Single Webmention */
+
+.webmention {
+	display:block;
+}
+.webmention__meta,
+.webmention__author {
+	display: flex;
+	align-items: center;
+	flex-wrap: wrap;
+}
+.webmention__meta {
+	margin-bottom:.5rem;
+}
+.webmention__author {
+	margin-right:.25rem;
+}
+.webmention__author__photo {
+	height: 3rem;
+	width: 3rem;
+	border-radius: 50%;
+	object-fit: cover;
+	margin-right:.5rem;
+}
+.webmention__pubdate {
+	font-style: italic;
+}
+/* Message Box */
+.message-box {
+	--color-message-box: #ffc;
+
+	display: block;
+	background-color: var(--color-message-box);
+	color: var(--color-gray-90);
+	padding: 1em 0.625em; /* 16px 10px /16 */
+}
+.message-box ol {
+	margin-top: 0;
+}
+
+@media (prefers-color-scheme: dark) {
+	.message-box {
+		--color-message-box: #082840;
+	}
+}</style>
+	</head>
+	<body>
+		<a href="#skip" class="visually-hidden">Skip to main content</a>
+
+		<header>
+			<a href="/" class="home-link">kfitz</a>
+			<nav>
+				<h2 class="visually-hidden" id="top-level-navigation-menu">Top level navigation menu</h2>
+				<ul class="nav">
+					<li class="nav-item"><a href="/">Home</a></li>
+					<li class="nav-item"><a href="/blog/">Archive</a></li>
+					<li class="nav-item"><a href="/about/">About</a></li>
+					<li class="nav-item"><a href="/projects/">Projects</a></li>
+					<li class="nav-item"><a href="/presentations/">Presentations</a></li>
+					<li class="nav-item"><a href="/teaching/">Teaching</a></li>
+					<li class="nav-item"><a href="/feed/feed.xml">Feed</a></li>
+				</ul>
+			</nav>
+		</header>
+
+		<link href="/pagefind/pagefind-ui.css" rel="stylesheet">
+		<script src="/pagefind/pagefind-ui.js"></script>
+		<div id="search"></div>
+		<script>
+			window.addEventListener('DOMContentLoaded', (event) => {
+				new PagefindUI({ element: "#search", showSubResults: true });
+			});
+		</script>
+
+		<main id="skip">
+			<heading-anchors>
+				
+<h1 id="all-this">All This</h1>
+
+<ul class="post-metadata">
+	<li><time datetime="2025-05-31">31 May 2025</time></li>
+	<li><a href="/tags/reflecting/" class="post-tag">reflecting</a></li>
+</ul>
+
+<p>There's a moment in the 2001 Michael Bay classic, <em>Pearl Harbor</em> (which <a href="https://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/pearl-harbor-2001">Roger Ebert once described</a> as &quot;a two-hour movie squeezed into three hours&quot;), in which Kate Beckinsale, having been reunited with Ben Affleck, is attempting to explain how she could possibly have abandoned him for Josh Hartnett. Ben, of course, had been reported to be dead, and Josh was hunky and sweet and <em>there</em>, so, you know. But a teary Kate says, and I quote: “I didn’t even know until the day you turned up alive — and then <em>all this</em> happened,” waving her hand vaguely over her shoulder at the still-smoking wreckage.</p>
+<p>I have thought about this moment more times than I'd really like to admit over the intervening 24 years, but never more so than in the last four months. &quot;We were already facing budgetary challenges in the college — and then <em>all this</em> happened&quot; (<em>waves hand vaguely over shoulder at the still-smoking wreckage</em>). &quot;I was worried about the future of this project -- and then <em>all this</em> happened.&quot; (You get the point.)</p>
+<p>The <em>all-this</em>-ness of all this is utterly flippant, to be sure, but I'm beginning to understand the utility of <em>all this</em> as a container for the incomprehensible. We are facing circumstances that periodically cause me to lose my vocabulary. I don't know how to name it without breaking down, and I suspect that this is true of a lot of my colleagues. And so we talk about things like &quot;the current moment&quot; or &quot;the federal funding landscape,&quot; ways of signaling what we all know -- that we are living through a fucking horror of our country's own making, the destruction of everything that matters to us, the kidnapping and torture of members of our communities, the completion of the descent into what it no longer makes sense to call anything other than fascism -- without landing our conversation in a place in which it becomes impossible to go on.</p>
+<p>I am trying to reckon with <em>all this</em>, and with the desire to wave my hand vaguely over my shoulder without looking too closely at what it's gesturing toward. I have been doing a bit of writing around it, and am hoping that I'll be able to share some of that in the weeks and months ahead. I'm not sure where it's all headed, but it's at least an attempt to be honest with myself about my reactions to what's happening, as well as an expression of hope that we might find our way through together.</p>
+
+<ul class="links-nextprev"><li class="links-nextprev-prev">← Previous<br> <a href="/networking/">Networking</a></li>
+</ul>
+
+<hyvor-talk-comments website-id="9100" page-id="/all-this/"></hyvor-talk-comments>
+
+<div class="webmentions" id="webmentions">
+	<h3 id="webmentions-2">Webmentions</h3>
+
+	
+	<p>No replies yet.</p>
+	
+
+
+
+  
+
+
+
+
+</div>
+
+
+			</heading-anchors>
+		</main>
+
+		<footer>
+			<p><em>Built with <a href="https://www.11ty.dev/">Eleventy v3.1.0</a>. All content <a href="https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/deed.en">CC BY 4.0</a> if you're human.</em></p><p></p>
+		</footer>
+
+		<script type="module" src="/dist/rJ3_G-2ArF.js"></script>
+	</body>
+</html>