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<h1 id="hitting-bottom">Hitting Bottom</h1>
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<li><time datetime="2007-12-11">11 December 2007</time></li>
<li><a href="/tags/general-whining/" class="post-tag">general whining</a>, </li>
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<p>Every semester has an emblematic moment. This semesters finally arrived today, in the moment when, walking along talking with the dean, I stumbled on a bit of uneven sidewalk and completely face-planted on the pavement.</p>
<p>Falling gets harder every year after 30, I think; one has both come to assume ones verticality to be stable, given, and lost some degree of the flexibility that makes sudden changes negotiable. Actually, I think both states might be summed up in the term “dignity,” and boy, is mine bruised.</p>
<p>I keep reliving the moment, and its aftermath: turning to look in the direction the dean had just pointed, turning back to ask a question, feeling my toe hit the obstruction, and that clear interval in which I knew I was going down, but had not yet hit. And then: lying on my back on the sidewalk, saying “oh, shit” and trying to start breathing again; seeing the deans quite evident shock and concern as he asked whether I had hit my head; attempting to reassure the two students who stopped to see if we needed help and offered to call security. Then limping off to the meeting Id been heading toward.</p>
<p>Im banged up, though nothing is more bruised than my pride, I think, with the exception of the notebook I was carrying and the sunglasses I was wearing, each of which has a pretty good case of road rash. I dont want to make too much of this, but its awfully hard not to feel like theres something allegorical in this moment.</p>
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