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January 2004-01-02T08:39:00-05:00 /january/
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Welcome to 2004. The year started while I was asleep, as I predicted; after a minor DVD-marathon (yeah, yeah, yeah; Ive been a Buffy-fan for years, but somehow never made the spin-off leap. Im now… somewhat intrigued, though not enough to find out when the current episodes air) and several bowls of my not-quite-famous-but-still-pretty-darn-good chicken and sausage gumbo, I was dead asleep by 11 pm.

Which was frankly fine by me. Ive never really taken to New Years Eve, much as Ive never taken to Valentines Day; enforced festivity, much like enforced romance, has always felt to me like a contradiction in terms.

But yesterday — now, yesterday was a celebration: I spent the day in my office, working. On my own projects. Reading, thinking, editing. And the best news is that Ive got a little over two more weeks of the same ahead of me.

Despite its grayness (and yes, for you MLA-goers, things are a bit grayer here in the Inland Empire than they were in San Diego), despite the potential for post-holiday let-down, despite the need to prepare for the impending new semester, this part of January is one of my favorite times of the year: I get a fresh calendar, and thus literally and metaphorically the time and space to imagine a new future.

Paralleling, then, Lizs call for retrospective blessings-counting, is my own call: Id like to hear from you, on your hopes for 2004. Im not much of a believer in the New Years resolution as a form (like New Years Eves enforced festivity, and Valentines Days enforced romance, the enforced drive toward self-improvement embodied in the resolution just doesnt do it for me — or for many others, judging from how few such resolutions actually get kept), so thats not what Im after. What Id like to hear about are hopes and dreams, future possibilities, worlds youd like to see come into being this year.

My own hopes:

To get R. home, and keep him here a while.

To find a publisher, and put the old project to bed.

To find some clarity on the new project.

To make a dent in the growing masses of unread books Ive accumulated.

Most of all, to find myself, this time next year, in a world substantively more peaceful, and in a country substantively more compassionate, than the one I find myself in today.